A Landscape of Life

I'm wondering why I am here...

I know God has given me a particular mission, and that's for me to discover along my journey...

I met a lot of people along the way. Different. Unique. Some just seem to past by. Some are to stay for long. From them, I learned lessons that would guide me in as I continue to walk through this journey. From them, I gained true friends and inspirations. My family. Friends. My loved ones. from them, I gained strength and courage. From them, I found inspiration.

I've experienced different challenges in life. Some of it, I found hard to overcome. But I'm still thankful that afterall those things, I still manage to stand and continue.

It's already my nineteenth year... But I'm not going to stop counting...

I'm so thankful and grateful having you. I never thought that I'll have the chance of being this happy and contented in my life. I could wake up in the morning with a smile on my face knowing that I'll see you and get a chance to spend another day with you. Eventhough I don't have that much sleep and I even had a bad dream, I could still manage to see the brighter side of waking up in the morning and even knowing that I'll be facing another bunch of challenges ahead of me. I've never been this inspired to do a lot of things even those I'm afraid to try before because I felt afraid that I couldn't succeed in doing it.

All these are because of you. Because you've been a true inspiration to me. With all the things you've been doing for me. For the love. For the care and concern. For everything. And for simply stepping into my life. You're one of the reason why I'll consider this journey worthwhile.

Thank you so much and I love you!

The day I realized I've fallen for you, I told myself not to be that much attached to you. You know why? That is because I'm afraid that one day, you'll also leave me. Alone and cold. Just like what other people I loved before did to me.
But then, as time goes by and with all the things you're doing for me - especially for making me feel this special and loved - I couldn't help but to fall in love with you deeply. I couldn't help but to appreciate all your efforts. And also, I couldn't help but to feel afraid of losing you. I couldn't anymore imagine myself living even a single day without you. I miss your sweetness and the way you care for me, the way you hold my hands and how you embrace me every minute that we are not together, how much more when you already left me.
It's not that I don't trust you. In fact, you are one of those few person I realy trust so much. I trust your words - that you'll NEVER leave me no matter what.
I hope we could be together for a long time - until we reach FOREVER because I'm so grateful that you're the one I 'll be spending the rest of my life with.